
18 November 2025 today !! 2 months to my life , my world , my papa leaving us .. People said time will heal everything.. How do i tell them .. That with each passing day .. My heart shatters a little more .. the pieces of my heart are now crushed into tiny fragments.. that can’t be put together ever again! It’s crazy what grief does to you .. The eyes stop smiling.. and they’re always watery .. The lips do their job .. they curve into a smile … they know how to pretend.. but the eyes don’t The pills help initially .. But then they as well stop working.. Some days you cry .. Some days you scream.. And some days .. you’re as silent as a lifeless body .. Sometimes you grieve out loud.. Sometimes you have nothing to say .. After some time , you start wearing a mask of normalcy.. So people don’t notice your inner wounds.. You wear makeup .. You start going out .. But the eyes.. They look for them .. Everywhere!! And when they’re nowhere to be found.. You feel like someone stabbed you in your heart .. And punched you hard in your stomach .. Some days you feel like you’re on your way to healing now.. Some days .. it feels like you’re deep down in the rabbit hole.. and there’s no escape.. The person who was once my world has left the world forever.. How do i tell people .. What it has done to me? How do i tell myself .. What it has done to me? How do i tell people that no , time isn’t helping me .. time isn’t healing this.. How do i tell people how i feel about the fact that I can no longer hold the hand that taught me how to walk? How do i tell people that no one can hold me the way he did .. love me the way he did .. The world is not the same without a father.. I tried looking for his kinda love, but found it nowhere.. But now when people ask me how am I doing now .. I say , I’m learning !! Tbh, idk what am i learning!! But I’m learning :) coz that’s the last thing papa said .. Never stop learning.. N now that’s what I’m doing .
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